I am happiest….are you? (The Mind of a Kristine Sendy, volume 1)

(The Mind of a Kristine Sendy, volume 1)

=>> Yeehaw!!! Kristine Sendy is writing again after so many months in hiatus! <<==

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Notice how happiness can change the course of your life?

If you are happy, you feel good about yourself, you feel as if you’re the prettiest, smartest, sexiest of them all….Even if there are still traces of bulges here and there…

If you’re happy, people notice how pretty you look, how glowing and blooming you are….and your smile never seem to fail you…

If you’re happy, you tend to show kindness all the time…

You seldom find faults in other people..

You see each day as something to look forward to…

Your past hurts seem soooo far away now that you feel nothing can hurt you anymore…or if it hurts, you know you can overcome it this time…

You tend to forgive more people who have hurt you in the past, and those who spite you now…

A few days ago, a close friend and Ate remarked, “God bless your heart! Even if he has hurt you so much, you still wish him well; you still want him to be okay…bless your heart!”

Happiness, bliss….made me like this….I have forgiven people who have hurt me so much in the past because my heart is brimming with extreme happiness.

It was not an easy route…I lost my way several times, bruised myself and made a fool of myself….indeed, it was not easy….

Take it from someone who almost gave up because I was out ruled by extreme sadness…

Yes, sadness was the culprit in my case. It almost ruined everything what was left of me…

It seriously took a toll on my health, it damaged my relationships, I was doomed….and I thought that was the end of me…

But I was wrong…

I learned how to surrender everything to the Lord.

From then on, things started to fall into place again….I started picking up the pieces of my shattered life…thanking the Lord that at least, I was able to get out of the rubble with just a few bruises here and there because of hospital needles; an almost crushed heart; and a bruised ego.

When the Lord gives…He’s definitely an ultra-generous Giver! I know, because I’ve been praying hard for this one special wish….and I got an answered prayer in no time!

The Lord made sure that even across the miles, our paths will cross again. Not only that, He transmitted to both ends what I perceived as Serendipity….the overflowing love He has for the both of us can never be denied.

I know there are still ups and downs along the way. We may be miles away from each other now but we’re both clinging to the Lord’s promise, that sooner, we will be together again.

Do you think the Lord will just stop there? Of course not!

He’s as generous as he can be! My health is now back to normal. Not perfectly healed, but I am not losing hope. He knows I am sick and tired of all the hospital needles, medications and frequent confinements, not to mention funds that are being drained.

I have regained the self-confidence I lost a few months back. My clothes fit me better now. My hair has got back its sheen, no more scary falling hairs, no more dry and pale skin, no more swollen and achy limbs, feet, hands and face……I’ve lost a few pounds and I feel good about myself! Kristine Sendy is back!

 

Opportunities here and there are closing in on me. I can’t believe how generous He is! More good things are sure to come my way, I know!

I have so much to talk about! But I’ll take a breather first.

I just want the whole world to know that I’m so glad to be out of my dark abode, so glad to be alive…living it and loving it!

Indeed, I am happiest! How about you?