Happiest.Bliss. (Happy ka ba?)

Happy ka ba?

Kapag tinanong ka ng ganyan, may maisasagot ka ba agad?

Madami naman talaga kasing pwedeng maging dahilan kung bakit ka happy. Pwedeng mababaw lang, pwede rin namang me malalim na dahilan. Whatever it is, ang mahalaga, happy ka di ba?

Sana nga ganun lang kadali maging happy…..

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I have been through hell and high water the past years…and frankly, the words happy or happiness have disappeared in my vocabulary. Phft! Nada.

Para bang ni minsan e di ko man lang naranasan maging masaya. Ganun.

I was a living zombie. I eat, drink, and sleep…sleep…sleep….hoping that when I wake up the next day, I’ll be over what has been torturing me all these years….

I was a living proof that people who seem so smart, talented, pretty and who have a bright future can also stumble and fall….finding it difficult to get up no matter how much friends and family try to coax me into it.

Yes. I did fail. I was a failure. I disappointed so many people. I disappointed myself.

Inasmuch as I would like to reiterate what has transpired the past 6 years of my life, I guess it would be better if I write a separate piece on that. Because for now, I feel that this piece should be aptly titled, Happiest.Bliss.

Why?

Yes. I did fail. But I won back.

I was a failure. Now I have triumphed.

I disappointed so many people. Now I stand in awe for their warm applause.

I disappointed myself. Not anymore, because I have won my fight by KO.

I am happiest. I am in pure bliss.

**Thanks to Daddy J for bringing back the happiness that I have lost….for making me feel loved, appreciated..even across the miles…and for the future…..I love you……**